Dum dum darrr, Its been like two months since I wrote a blog post, crazy I know. I’d say I have been more focussed on other hobbies and interestests but I would in fact be lying and i’v just been lazy, very lazy. Getting lazy with something like a blog is a bad idea and will normally spell the death of it as that apathetic ‘meh’ takes over and you just think ’sod it’ i’ll just watch another episode of voyager on virgin 1. I don’t want my blog to die so have decided to keep it going in 2010 with at least a post a week and maybe more!
Its so easy to get very very enthusiastic about those two words ‘new’ and ‘year’, the fact one of them is the word new right away inspires hope and rebirth and a drive 
to improve your self and everything around you. Like turning a fresh page on a sketch book and leaving the previous unworthy page of scribbles to the ether as you sit there sharpened new year pencil in hand, eager to start the scribble all over again, this time though, this time it’ll be a master piece.
Or so you tell your self. You may go back a few pages in that sketch book and see page after page of senseless scribble, yet there is something about this blank new year page that cannot and will not dent your faith that when that pencil starts drawing, good things are gonna happen.
Its that blank sheet, the endless possibilities and imagination it inspires… as soon as you start drawing though or living the year (this analogy is flaking apart) your actions choices and dedication are going to be the things that result in that master piece, as inspiring as that blank paper is, it is just a blank piece of paper.
I’m just as bad as anyone, I sit in awe of my blank sheet of paper I get each year and end up scribbling away. I don’t think I have the formula for a master piece yet I don’t think there is one. heh Quite uninspiring really, I don’t have the answers to make your new year grand and action all the great things you want to happen, but if it gives you any comfort i’m drawing away with you.
Some things I aim for in 2010:
- I want to finish learning to drive and overcome the opinion that the DVLA are a bunch of corrupt nazi fucks.
- I want to be more involved with the geeky toy solider hobby I have and the people I know who share this hobby, this includes playing and painting more with the lil 2″ mens.
- I want to care more about my physical fitness as the odd grey hair has told me that I am in fact getting older and although I can still drink like a mur fucker and stay up till the sun comes up,,, its not doing me much good.
- I want to do something drastic with my hair, I’m not sure what but I know I want it to be drastic
- I want to spend more time and energy with friends and family that matter and less time being that person everyone knows
- I want to take up some kinda of fighting related hobby, this kinda depends on point 3.
That’ll do for now, sure i’ll think up more.
